this is a journey
Sunday, October 03, 2010 @ 5:49 AM
These days i think a lot back, in the past, in the current and future.
oh well, i really missed most of my friends. as in those crazy and fun that you go through with ur really gd friends then now you're as busy as a bee that you have to make time for them yet you can't find the time you know. and those time that you find for ur friends are so so so sox10000 short-lived.
today i think of i shld try something different like to send a gift to every single friend in fb. this is what i thought today. to willing give and not think of them to return. but think is think, real life making it happen is different haha.
i wish sometimes time can freeze.
im afraid that as you grow older, you got kick out of the fast pace world. cause im always slow like tortoise. i had the look of smart at 1st sight but stupid when you get to see the real me. this is freaking emo post. hahahaa
i feel so imperfect! stupid stomach is making a fuss out of me. right and left got pain. got to go loo like crazy. my skins are like crocodile now. sometimes i wonder is my skin grow from ageing or too much hand wash.
but happy things are:
work is totally fine and able to handle.
friends are still there when you need someone to talk to
free like really freedom as in after work and during sun. nth but watching videos.
aiya i just cant get enough good things. hahahha.
some phrase i keep reminding myself when i feel damn emo:
real friends are imperfect. Perfect girls are not real. (:
that ends my post. bye
